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    October 13

    周记之二

    又一个七天即将过去
    窝在我温暖的小屋里
    似乎只有这里才是我的栖身之地
    现在发现自己越来越麻木了
    对于身边发生的一切似乎只有随波逐流
    剩不下一点点反思与回味
    感情都是稍纵即逝的 连自己也说不清道不明
    昨晚无缘无故发了通脾气
    连我自己也不知道心里这股气是打哪来的
    反正就是很想故意气气对方
    其实心里也知道人家没做错什么
    这大概就是所谓的耍小性吧
    昨晚一个人坐在空荡荡的公车上
    有那么一刻觉得不知驶向何方
    迷茫
    这大概是我此刻的最好形容
    不知未来怎样 似乎也没有设想
    恋爱之中 只感觉到幸福 可叫我回忆却幸福得像一碗白水一样没味道
    如今人走了 似乎也不觉得特别空虚 熟悉的声音就在耳畔 不过是在电脑的那一端
    我觉得我应该不会受不了寂寞孤独 因为我往往走两个极端
    现在的我生活在北京的西边
    远离喧嚣的城区
    这里有点小城市的安详
    过着每天脚后跟发疼的日子
    我的头脑一样变得麻木了
    这就是生活吧
    经过了小时候对未知世界的新奇与憧憬
    长大后抱着见惯一切的态度顺其自然
    既有的性格在社会大潮中经受检验
    又逐渐沾裹上一层层别人的外衣
    我不知我现在能控制自己多少
    惟一能够想象的是一年以后的今天……
     
     

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    小西wrote:
    o(∩_∩)o...
    Nov. 19
    Yuan Huangwrote:
    靠,又在用颓废的语言欺骗民众的同情~~
     
    苦不苦,看看我~~干得多,挣得少~~
    Oct. 20

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